i officially hate cops! but i like linda!

i guess i would probably start off with a better note...omg, well anyway, linda, my friend is so funny! we met in school but for reals we were like a little clicky gang back then...haha! anyway, i had let her borrow something and the sweet person that she is brought me "presents" to show her appreciation. i mean, no one really thinks like that anymore, she gave me a banana, guavas, orange juice, sodas and some bath and body things >_< it seems strange at first but it just really showed me how she viewed things. i want to become like that where i dont take things for granted and appreciate everything people do for me. it almost made me feel bad coz i dont think i was giving anything big like that but her doing that for me really showed me her heart ^_^ i really appreciated it.

oh ok, well, a couple of weeks ago i got pulled over because i was talking on my cellphone. the cop was just like "well, i pulled you over because you were on your cellphone" and in my head im like "duh" anyway, i only got 3 hours of sleep that day so i was just really out of it, i wasnt scared, nervous or anything like that, i just wanted to think of a way to try to get out of it. in that state, the only thing i could come up with is to ask him up front "can't you just give me a warning?" the cop looked at me, or Officer Martin as i found out later and said "i just pulled over 2 people before you, do you think it would be fair for them if i let you go and not them?" i just laughed, said "i dont know" but anyway Officer Martin told me that it would only cost me $20 and it wont be in my record...but now it seems that its $93 and i have to go to court....seriously...i was soooooo mad about it, i wanted to go find him and yell at him but gaahhh...im still gonna try to find a way! on top of that, i went and told my friend about it and in the midst of telling her i got locked in the back office of the house, luckily my mom was on her way home so i was in there prolly 20-30 mins tops...ehh...

OMGawd...

My brain is like totally fizzling right now! Gah! School sux! So i have work today until next Tuesday that i know of with at least one of my jobs that i have. Its cool and everything but i really want an office job. Need to make some more moolah. Haha, it reminds me of the song that my friend wrote "working two jobs just to feed my family" I'm totally rethinking about dental assisting again. I mean, it might mean better cash for me and its like a career. I saw in a newspaper article about dental hygienist is going to be a high paying career in the future without much college experience. Should i go through it again but do it better this time? Maybe i can work in the front office of a dental office? Really though, my teachers were nice enough to offer me to come back to class and finish my x-rays just so i can work in a dental office, but stupid me just didn't come back.

I'm in school right now supposed to be finishing my homework. Since my weekend would be filled already i don't have time to do it later on. I'm trying to be diligent. Nway, hw this week is not bad at all, i just have to make sure i do my midterm on Saturday...But on the darker note, i have a test for geography today and i'm not prepared at all!!! I think i might fail this class but i think i'll just try to explain the situation to the teacher and see if i can do some work so i can at least get a "C" in the class. BOO...what a low goal, but i think that's all that i would be able to deserve considering what i HAVEN'T done in the class. Sooo bad! I didn't even pay for my classes yet. I only have one month left. WOW...has time passed

I'm tired....

I actually have two days off this week. Friday and Saturday...oh my...these days seem really long. Its a miracle that i have two days off in a week and even consecutively because i'm working three jobs at the moment. It sucks though coz i really dont have budget to go out so i'm stuck at home...boo. Even though i'm at home i feel extra tired and i've been sleeping pretty much the whole time, i feel weird because of that. I mean at work i have to sometimes pull two shifts with different work places and i have energy to do all that, but staying at home....wth is wrong with me?! Anyway...blehh, i have to force myself to be productive today especially tomorrow since its my mom's birthday and i have work tomorrow too. I have to do everything today so she'll be happy tomorrow.

The Crazy Year: 2008

They say pictures say a thousand words...so i'll let them demonstrate how my year has been...

the status quo...

Name: Jean
Status: Single O_O
Age: 23 >_<

Yup...as you see above, a pretty sad combination. Beside the fact that i'm single; i'm pretty happy with my life. Work and school has kept me pretty occupied but i do want someone to kick me up to gear if i'm slacking or hang-out with me when i'm resting.

You know what i hate though? When i tell girls that has a bf that i want one too and they have the audacity to tell me "why? they're a pain!" and then giggle later on about their boy. ~_~ seriously, you're making me chinky with anger! Boys are a pain but thats what makes them cute! I'd rather have pain than feel nothing at all.

Anyway, i'm pretty sure no one will ever read this, i'm glad i made this though...i feel like its a release instead of bugging my friends about the same problems over and over again. Hehe...so if u'r a friend dat ends up looking at this...DON'T, i probably told you about it already.



On another note, the boy that i've liked for many years...I am officially OVER him! I never thought i could ever feel this way, LOLz. I was really scared that i will always like him, but the other day we hung out and i felt NOTHING! I thought, "oh, maybe later" but as time passed still nothing...it feels good but at the same time not having any cute feelings for anyone right now is unfun...but yeah, i'm taking it one at a time now ^_^